Beautiful Broken Man...

Don't you know...

That if I could be the weather man for just one day, I would make the sun shine bright for you, complete with the full spectrum of the rainbow?

That if I were an optician, I'd take the scale out of your eyes so you could see the beauty around you?

That if I were I a musician, I'd write you the most beautiful song and add the melody to take your pain away?

That if I were a surgeon, I'd give you a child's heart so you could learn to trust again?

That if I were a military sergeant, I would make you put down this shield that you hang on to so tight, so everyone could see your own beauty?

That if I were a time traveler, I'd take back those 72 steps that led me to the airport terminal on that January evening, 8yrs ago?

That if I were a herbalist, I'd conjure up some complicated concoction to purge you of this pain?

That if I were a gifted writer, I'd write you the most beautiful words to make you understand? I have to make you understand somehow..

For now, all I am is the woman who has caused you pain beyond measure. The one who painted your world beautiful like a cool spring day complete with butterflies, resting calmly on rare flowers, like the most genuine smile from someone who loves you, like a thousand butterflies erupted in your belly with a first kiss, like seeing the face of your first child, like winning the lottery after being broke for so long...Then I ripped your heart out, and left you hollow. Wreaking havoc on your beautiful canvas.

I hope that someway, I can make you understand that I never meant to cause you any pain. Life however had other plans.

I hope someday, you find that peace and someone puts the color back in your life. That she mends the many beautiful pieces of you, my beautiful broken man.

The End.